>Is there space in between competence and effectiveness
for pleasure, for rays of sun, for a red colored moon, for overwhelming joy, for sparks of romance, for unlimited passion, for sitting in silence without being afraid of it, for thinking thoughts that cross borders, for snapshots of bliss, deep emotions that let me tremble?
Competence and effectiveness are like pillars to me – I hold them dear – but should not. They give me safety and security – they should not. They are the landmarks on my map – they should not. That’s what people see when they look at me – they should not.
I don’t want to get rid of them – but I don’t want them to stand out. I want to fill the space in between them with summerscents and purple rain drops, with blue sky and sun-scorched thinking. I want to fill the space to make it a colorful carpet of feelings, emotions, abundance, plethora, reflection, forgiveness, laughter and joy, love of the game, now-moments, now-thinking, now-living – and I’ll start today