high-pressure cleaner//we just call them kärcher//that’s successful branding isn’t it?




the easter bunny on my desk
is headless
someone asks

“if there were no consequences
–how would you want to live?”

a space for dreams

uncensored yet
of what is possible

there’s no such thing as neutral ground
&it takes bravery
to allow the mind to–

i stop in the middle of a thought
the size of africa– beyond–
windows&paths that lead like rivers in-
to something huge&beautiful

my colleague leans on the counter,
talks about italian cars,
and i get only half of it//because it’s foreign
and he’s talking fast

“&if he’s late?” he asks, caTching his breath

“he won’t” i smile
“he wears two watches”
filling in the blanks//t( )cK T( )cK

as if that is a guarantee
to get
the signs of time


for oln at dVerse

the beauty of not breaking when the storm slams rocks into your face

in the grocery aisle i stare into his eyes
all words have fled
except for
“let me hug you”
&i do
“–i’m sorry”

someone with a pallet truck
circles cornflakes boxes round the corner,
we stand in his way, sidDestep//sidE
i let him talk “she wanted to//was ready&–“ the art
of letting go what we can’t hold,
i envy those

that mastered
peace, a weird, wild beauty that in death–

“sorry” a blond-bleached woman
navigates a fully loaded trolley through the narrow we create,
a stumbling block, an obstacle

when i talked to a friend in that restaurant a few months back
“i’m doing good again”
today i heard that cancer hit her for the third time “f–“

&i swim//belly up
dig deeper diving

for the roots of a large tree
which stabilize his lean
into the wind, a home
to bugs, a bird, a spider net

sap on my lips, cheek pressed
against his chest
small dots of hope that spread
a beauty different from

what i have learned yet


over at dVerse Mary has us write beauty other than physical..

as of today you could wrap the earth 7 times in plastic

tree houses

tree houses/by me..


i’m a/game inside a game,
carrying sacks of black ore on my back,
“you want straw or sheep for it?”

i want verbs” i say–

a thief– by nature,
steal ‘em from opossums, treehousesteps&roo bags
from the guy on mainstreet who leans heavily forward
&pees against the bus stop sign
i buy curd soap
“60 cents”

to exchange my shower gel, shampoo&

yesterday i learned
they contain microplastic

itsy-bitsy balls that aptly slip
through every filter in the sewage plant
board a motor bike&drift through mile-long pipes
into the sea,

guess what?

mr. fish
mistakes ‘em for his main dish

i steal verbs but doN’t
stEaL future from my kids,
have them eat plastic meals,
foil the size of spain
spanned over vegetable fields
swallowing the landscape

“you got wood?
i barter them for four-legged chicken with six wings
barbarian you think?
come one– just profitably smart

a falcon hits
&throws me from the horse


then looks at me with big, brown eyes,

guiltily chirping.


verbs, verbs, verbs… it’s all about verbs at dVerse today… the more, the better -ha – and i saw this report on tv about plastic and that it is not so harmless as they want us make believe…ugh.. frightening… and i really bought curd soap…it is great – ha… &i like the smell.. honestly…smiles

the island’s shape’s constantly shifting

boy with a bird cage.. finally managed to paint him...

boy with a bird cage.. finally managed to paint him…


wind on the islands’s different—
i dunno where to start

a city’s lung
its smoke and grit
the birdcage boy with sad eyes
something in me,

forgotten beach,
my hair in thousand knots
i’ll fly, then board a train– so easy
rent a bike

he’s carried in a storm,
an image of an image in a dream
&i get lost
between x’s
of unsovled equations
in the streets

fata morgana’s are not only born from heat
they’re daughters of the wind,
shift/ed sand
trying to find a/way into the eyes, ears, nose

&pile to castles where rapunzel, dwarves&knights
i ever met live happily as flat mates,
playing chess

on sunday evenings
the wind dictates the game
shaking pawns&queen

“it might be freezing cold” a colleague says
“&it could rain all day”

it could be everything
i think

&let him have his way
biting my ears with ice-cold lips

“i’m unpredictable” he whisp/ers
tender in a way&yet uprooting trees
within me

he’s blind in many ways
sees more

the movement of his lips
whips sand against my skin

with puffed up cheeks
he licks my feet
then throws himself
back out//

into the ocean


for dVerse where Grace’s yet unnamed guesthost ;-) has us write wind…

boy with a bird cage

i don’t see him,

almost in a shade,
a blueprint in a wrinkled corner of–

a woman cycling down the street, with a bag of groceries
her little boy wraps both arms round her hips
she sings for him

sings along the squeeks of trams, horns and the city’s gritty teeth
slalom- ing around pedestrians and parked cars
her thick coat a red flag

whispering of care and dreams and freedom as
berlin wildly slings limbs around my ankles — legs,
tousles my hair with windworn tongue

a tincage swings on his arm

i cannot say
if the bird’s still in it
nothing in his eyes
hints– though

i feel him as he stands

across the street
diffusing lights

throw the strangest shades
upon me


for OLN at dVerse… last poem from my berlin trip last week…smiles

i wish i knew what the guide told the old man in a wheelchair in arabic

a confession’s in the way you break//
from things
or in the search
for new//born //shades//
——————-a scent or language
just how far you dare to—

at the Paul Gauguin exhibit yesterday
thousands of visitors
echoing from white state of the art walls,
so stylish “see–
is that the one they sold for 300 Million US Dollar to Qatar?”

&he sits in his hut
a nip of arsenic– a quick gulp– survives
useless though how hard he tries

no one buys
his paintings

art’s NoT steRiLe
packed in bite-sized morsels,
tasteful, chic for our tongue
to lustful lick its—

you can’t hang it
on a wall inside a palace
&forget his bent shape
when he heard his child is dead
how good he got
with lying to himself//the drinking

i know none of this
as i bow over a canvas too big
for this room, tough to handle,
&around me sand, paint, brushes, mason’s trowel in my hand
there’s hardly space to move
sticky, sweat

builds on my forehead
as i switch on the hot-air gun//pszzhhhhzz
almost vomit as the scent spreads
blistering the paint

because i’ve heard//or seen&feeL

a milligrain–

————–of something


over at dVerse Anthony has us write confession

what we talk about//with whom//&why

the woman&the cat//by me...

the woman&the cat//by me…


“some more juice?”

that’s the only thing they say

for hours//years //a century–
on the other table

while i spread
tons of butter on my roll
drink XpointXpoint cups of coffee
that i share
with a lady i don’t know

browse through two basquiat books,
paint a blistering blue wall with a yawning wildcat stretching over it
beyond the line—
a woman with a knitted cap walks by

while i fold tons of napkins into globes
and giant sailboats

the big guy in worker pants
chin sunk to his chest snores, gurps
flickers his lids,
his workworn hands rest folded in his lap

when did they lose
the thread?
“another juice?”

an egg melts silent on her lips

&i fold one more globe,
hand a hot soup in a plastic mug
to the homeless guy
at Rosenthaler Platz sub station
&consider giving my eyesight to the blind

“life’s not so bad” i say
“talk about the small things
that will grow
into trees with some significance one day”

but they can’t hear me